senti crap nanaman~ ^_^

March 26th, 2008 by ichiban15

wala magawa kasi vacation na eh~ kaya eto~
eto.. mdyo maikili at may pagka-emo~ lels~

I’ll Do my best to Make You Mine

I’ll do my best
To make you stay
Once your mine
I’ll hold you tight

I’ll never let you go
Out of my life
Kill me first
Before you leave me

With a broken heart
That’s bleeding inside me
Either cut my wrist
And let it bleed
Till I die silently…

haha~ that’s a first… minsan lng ako gumawa ng gnyan eh~
hmm… next? umm… kinda feel bitter about this next one…
ewan ko kung bkit~ LoL~

Memories
Within my book of memories
Are special thoughts of you
And all the nice things
You often say and do

As I turn the pages
And reminisce each single moment
I realize the happiness
That loving you has granted

There are memories we’ve shared together
Both good and bad days
Memories of obstacles
Still together all the way

There are memories of all those days
We would just get together
Like we were destined for each other
But all those are now memories

And when I recall these memories
As I go along life’s way
I find then more precious till
Every passing day…

haha~
un nlng muna~
comments ha?!

geh~

Got it Memorized?
xD

yeah bah~

December 10th, 2007 by ichiban15

la lng magawa as of now… but hey!

i made a few poems for our school paper…
i hope ma gets nyo ung ibig parating ng mga ito…

Here goes…

In the Arms of an Angel

 

I really can’t
live without you,

It gives me
heartaches and leaves me blue

Because for me
your love is enough

To give me
strength and to become though

 

In the arms of an
angel, you’re warm and safe;

Nothing in this
world could ever take your place.

Your pain is gone
I hope that it will last

You will miss my
future; I’ll always have the past.

 

I feel your
presence when I am down;

I can smell your
perfume all around.

In the arms of an
angel, you took me down from above;

You see my tears
and feel my love.

 

No matter how far
away you might be,

You once said you
would be there for me.

You were kind and
gentle, I miss you so;

It’s very hard to
let you go.

 

In the arms of an
angel is where you want to be;

I am okay because
you loved me,

Angels are
singing, heaven joyfully waits;

that’s one…

here’s another…

I wish…

 

I wish I could be someone

Who I can never be

So will like me no matter

How impossible that could be

I wish I could be the one for you

And I promise I will never make you
blue

 

I wish somehow, you’ll think of me

But no matter how I wish that you

Could be the one for me

It’s crystal clear that you like
him

Rather than me

 

I hope that you are listening

In everything that I said

I wish somehow

It will make you stay.

kaya yan gnyan kasi…
para ready to paste na sa paper…
baka sabihin nyo copy paste ku lng kung saan yan…

haha…

that’s all for now..
hope something comes up…
para may i post pa ako~

Hope you’ll like them~

Trying…

May 10th, 2007 by ichiban15

it been since… am still trying to forget someone as if she even didn’t came into my life… but as usual… its somewhat hard moving on… especially when you don’t have someone to move forward with… im still moving, but very slow compared to "others" i know of… but still moving… hoping that someone would pass by… and walk with me… which really takes time… or i am just that stupid… anyway… im finding ways to do so… most of the time i cry it out… but it isn’t enough… i dont want to resort to alcohol… its just plain stupid that’s all… recreating myself doesn’t help much… i’ve read 4 books when i started… i really wish that someone special would come along… so i wouldn’t feel this way anymore… and i know that she is just somewhere out there… but as of now… i am still trying…

xmas~

December 24th, 2006 by ichiban15

as of now.. wla akong magawa.. kaya e2 nlng.. muni2 lng..

bkit kaya may mga pasko na ang daming-daming tao.. na wish mo mawala cla pra magkapagcelebrate ng maayos.. tpos mron din mga times na ready ready ka.. kaso.. aun.. lahat cla wla.. ng mga taong hinihintay ko wla.. amf nmn na usapan yan.. kaya e2 umakyat ng antipolo.. evergreen.. lam nyo kng saan.. kaso wla c mark.. nsa bulacan.. kaya d2 ako sa shop ngaun.. at least my na ksma ako sa mga friends ko dba? its better than nothing.. khit na hindi kmi ngkikibuan dito ni ate pan~ /ho.. ok lng skin.. at least ndi ako nag-iisa.. pati pa pla c kuya archie.. pinagbot pa ako..GG.. hhaaayz… 6 na ng umaga prng d ko ramdam ang pasko ngaun.. d tulad ng dati.. i expect of gift giving.. surprise xmas parties.. getting drunk in the party of course.. but sometimes.. things doesn’t always seem to go our way.. like we want it to.. yeah yeah yeah.. nsa tao nmn yan eh.. nsa diskarte lng yan.. nsa gnyan gnyan blah blah ek ek.. hehe.. cgro may mga gnyan.. pero pag wla.. eh di ok.. /no1.. after all.. its christmas nmn eh.. un lng muna.. wla na pmpsok sa isip ko eh..bangag to the max ako ngaun.. hehe.. syempre bago ang lahat..

ehem..

ehem..

PAMASKO KO AH !!!!

hehe..

Ciao~

crap~

December 16th, 2006 by ichiban15

ehem.. ehem.. testing.. blog check.. 1.. 2.. 3..

there it goes.. jst trying to make a blog.. or whatever you call it..

hmm.. got nothing to say actually.. oh.. err..

first time i got a salary from work.. of course its xmas.. what do you expect? xmas BONUS !! i dont how to spend it.. so i decided to buy a new phone.. >_< and rest of it is for me to spend it anyway i want it.. im actually proud of myself.. i dont know why.. im just that.. hmm.. what more i could say.. at the moment.. im here at jay’s place.. nothing to do except surf the net.. how about playing? how are you suppose to if you got 256mb ram and 7 bots running wild at midgard!? hehe.. as of now im trying to maximize my time here.. but i cant.. darn.. hmm..

that should do it.. first post.. full of blah blah.. yeah whatever !

at least i created one..

1 more thing.. ATE LIN ! NAKAKAHAWA ANG PAGKAADIK SA FLYFF ! naaliw n ako.. sobra ! prng maadict nrin ako ! /e2 wahahaha..

Ciao~